This is

This is my life

Lots of things seem far away

Out of reach and out of touch

Beaten down like the slick rocks under a fall

Rutted out by the flow of the water

Yet it seems to make sense how everything fits

Others that look in may see nothing but the beauty

But from within you feel every cut and tear

All the cold has frozen the shell

But underneath I still think there is warm hidden deep

Things fall upon these rocks to only get swept away

Leaving pain and agony in the depths of the core

But still the outside will always look the same

Never allowing anyone to know 

This is my life

Psalm 37:4

Delight thyself also in the Lord: 

and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.